Hey baby, 
I’ve been trying to sleep for a few hours now but i feel sick. I felt like this in the morning, and again right before i tried to sleep. I don’t think its a flu or something like that, I think my body just really really really needs you. I feel weird waking up and not seeing your beautiful face, or laying down without having you close to put my arm around (or vise versa this is most often the case :)  ). I can’t wait to see you. ONLY FOUR MORE DAYS!!!! I hope you are sleeping super well and dreaming of us, hopefully in England, or even China :) regardless of where just make sure we’re together in those dreams please. I cannot imagine what my life would be like or where it would be headed if I had never met you. I know times have been hard, and the distance is beginning to cause a strain in our relationship at times, but I know you are the one for me. I really do believe God placed us in that lab together. Although i had to learn most of the class material on my own :p you have taught me so much more than i could have ever imagined most importantly, you have taught me how to love. You are my light and my darkness, you are my everything. When I close my eyes it is you I am thinking of. I hope one day you realize just how important you are to me. How much I need you, how much I want you. I cannot tell you how much I miss going to dim sum with you. I still remember that time in Arlington when you started speaking Mandarin…. I was mesmerized not by you speaking it but how beautiful you looked in doing so. I had no idea what you were saying but i remember hoping you were secretly telling the waiter how much you loved me :))))  You are truly the girl of my dreams. I should try to sleep again…. I cannot tell you how important those wake up calls from you are to me.

I love you Princess,

-Yours truly